JENuH....

Hari ini gue kembali mencari informasi tentang dia...
meskipun gue udah tau facta yang sebenernya... tapi toh tetep aja gue masih pingin ngeyakinin diri gue bahwa seseorang yang pernah sangat gue cintai itu adalah orang lain yang parahnya masih aja ganggu gue.

Entah yah... gue merasa sangat berharap apa yang gue temukan data2nya ini adalah palsu, gue masih aja berharap bahawa dia bukan cyby... bukan orang yang pernah sangat gue percaya...
Tuhan kuatkan aku... aku tak mau rapuh hanya karena seseorang yang telah mempermainkan perasaanku.

Portail of a Friend

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.